If someone knew I was vulnerable and hated being the one with stuff out there and was totally paranoid about being the one who cared more, how could they tell me they loved me and convince me to say it back and then totally fuck me over, rip my heart out, and break it like 37 times?
What kind of person does that and why do I care about him so much?
And why does this keep happening to me? It's obviously something I'm doing wrong.